This topic that Im trying explain is kinda complicated but Ima try to make it clear as I can. Im an 18 year old single girl that finds love in the wrong places Ive had my heart broken many times threw out my teenage years and there was one that hit me like bullet without a gun I was sad and depressed for 2 years it hurt me so bad I was at the point where I was gonna kill myself but all that changed.
There is someone new at my school who Im deeply in love with we're friends at the moment and he knows how I feel about him but he never really gave me answer how he feels about me. Ive never felt this way about anyone before yea he maybe younger then me but all that doesnt seem to matter to me anymore I love him and I cant help it. What hurts me the most is that a while back ago he told me about a girl that he was in love with and hes trying to get over her but they never went out. Im confuse cuz I see myself with this guy for the rest of my life but we're not even together so why is that? I mean yea we fool around with eachother alot but dosent really mean anything we're good friends and I dont wanna mess that up but he sends me mix signs so I dont know what to think and to make things harder he is so difficult!!! Hes really different from other guys thats what I like about him but hes so different you cant understand him me & my sister try talking to him about some thing and he wont give us a yes or no answer. He can drive me nuts but in good ways only makes me love him more... Hes everything I ever wanted hes got me crushing like a little middle school girl I feel 13 again lol! I wish I can see the future to know what will happen but who knows maybe we'll be together someday or maybe not I dont know that and he doesnt know that things just happen. Right now I dont wanna rush things I just wanna keep it as a friendship for a while even thoe it kills me like crazy that Im not with him. It sucks cuz Im like in love him.
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