Someone gets it!!!!! Thanks Angelina!!!

My friend Angelina wrote this blog on myspace honestly there are some parts I argee with her on cause I some what feel the same way...

By Angelina
a lot of people have been asking me what i believe in lately. ill try to make it as easy to understand but it might be hard :] ... mkay to start off i dont believe in god or the devil i dont believe in hevean or hell. im not an atheist though.. in fact i dont believe in life to me everything is just a big dream or a hallusination, or a nightmare there are ONLY two words for me that describes "life" that is: IRONY AND RIDICULOUSE. (really think about that! b/c its hella true!) Now i dont beleive in that shit that we evolved from monkeys either because... thats just kinda ridiculouse.

the reason why i dont believe in god is simply the fact that if there really is a god then why do b/c get raped and murdered and hurt everyday? most people would say "god is testing you" but how could he let something soo horrible happen to someone why do people kill themselves shouldnt have god be there to help them? and other people would say " well theres also evil(or the "devil"). we are the evil we are our own "god" we are all evil every person in this enitre world has done something evil, we also our god, if youve ever been through something bad yes there is always a friend or someone to help you. but most of the time its you who fights your way out of that terrible thing. another reason why i dont believe in the "devil" or "god" is because "WHEN A MYTH IS SHARED BY A LARGE NUMBER OF PEOPLE, IT BECOMES A REALITY"-Motto of britains circlemakers] People made up all this shit about god and the devil and eventually people just followed along. just because thats how people are.

i hate religion because if god does exist why cant you just do what you want to do and why cant he just exept you for that. why must he judge you?you shouldnt have to be told how to act what to eat how to dress. its ridiculouse!!!!

another thing if you cant find beauty in life find beauty in something else, my thing is music. music is beautiful and i dont neccisarly mean that music is "god" but it is in a way i cant explain.

another thing stop thinking about what happens after "life". life is just as mysteriouse as death. and if anything death must be more peacful than this place. just enjoy your "time" here and dont waste your time on sad shit and drama and money and success b/c it will not matter in the end!!!

Hate 4 u

God where should I start? Joseph Vasquez the ex of mine... 9/21/07 was the day he took my heart we were together for 9 months but threw out our relationship he cheated on me so many times it got me to a point where I stop trusting him yeah me & him broke up at time but like a dumb ass I would always take him back. At that time I was so in love with him and told me that he loved me too but guess not... at first we hella connected because we both went threw the same fucked up shit while growing up. The day he broke up with me he killed me 4ever out of no where he kissed another girl in front of me and told me it was over... that did it... I remember throwing up so many times that whole month and there was never a day I stoped crying hes the reason why I tried pointing a gun to my head and cut my arm in the shower. I was so hurt and pissed one day I came to school so fuckin drunk cause I didnt wanna go to class crying. Whats more fucked is til this day hes still with that girl they been together for 2 years and fucking treats her rite he saids hes so in love with her it kills me still. The way he treated me and what he did to me it still hurts me. I seriously hate him 2 weeks ago I did that made me feel so much better me & my sister were at the video store we saw him with his girlfriend that pissed me off so I went outside took cool down and I saw his car parked in the middle of the street to I grabed my sisters keys I started the car and I backed up my sisters truck into his honda hella hard twice so hard I drove it outta the parking lot. I steped out of the car and saw how badly his car was fucked up I just started hella laughing my sister runs outs and grabs me ,pushes me in the car and took off hella fast. Shes screaming at me telling me "what the fuck is wrong with you!!!" Honestly I dont know what came over me I would never do anything like that I guess I was so pissed off for what he ever did to me. Well lucky I didnt get caught cause Im start enough to take off my sisters plates but Im not doing that ever again.
I hate you joseph!! I hate that you put me threw alot of hell I cant believe that I was gonna give it up to you thank god I didnt!! FUCK YOU

Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

I fuckin feel like puttin a bullet threw my head!!!! I cant take this shit no more!! Im goin back 2 my weed I dont give a fuck wat anyone saids!!! If it kills me GOOD!!! Better 4 everyone!! I'll even do some meth 2 make it faster 4 all of you that want me dead!!